This is life, not heaven.

I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of being sad. 

I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of being alone. 

I'm tired of beign angry. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of feeling stuck. 

I'm tired of needing help. I'm tired of remembering. 

I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of feeling whorthless. 

I'm tired of feeling empty inside. 

I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of not wishing I could star all over. 

I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. 

But most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.